Social Anxiety

Sad how other people in your past still control how you feel. Deep down I know they are the damaged ones. The ones who aren’t happy with themselves so they use your happiness up and decide it isn’t working for them and move on to the next. But still makes you feel not good enough for anyone else and the fear it will happen again. So you stay guarded and tell yourself you are happy and better off alone and just make the person who would love you unconditionally a dream.